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So I thought I should update as it has been a month since I last updated everyone on what is going on with me..
Good news is that I no longer have to worry about that court issue as they dismissed it and I no longer have to worry about that. Hurrah. I've been working on my house as much as I possibly can, repainting chairs and stools that I now use in my kitchen.
Should work on some art this weekend to relax I have one in mind that I want to get out of my head.
Of course my birthday is in a couple weeks, I'm not a huge fan of that but I'm going to try and make the best out of it by just enjoying the time with my boyfriend and brother and whatever surprises they get me.. Even though I totally hate surprises. I guess this type of thing is okay.
The whole almost 40 thing is bugging me but it's still far enough away that I feel I don't need to worry too much about it.
Hard to believe it's almost fall already..two months and we will be dressing in sweaters and drinking hot choco. I am eager for that actually. Even though the nights have been on the nippy side and I've actually had to cover up at night.
One thing about sleeping in the rv at night is the peacefulness of being able to look out the window and see the stars, or watch the heat lightning roll between the layers of black and gray clouds. Sometimes I can see a falling star streak by, but tonight it is to overcast to enjoy the sky but the moon is faintly ghosting out tonight. It's mysterious looking.
I should crawl into bed as I try to sleep at around midnight. Maybe it is early but my body wakes up early also so I have pretty long days. So I hope everyone else is doing okay..
Feel free to leave a comment..
<3 Rhapsody
Good news is that I no longer have to worry about that court issue as they dismissed it and I no longer have to worry about that. Hurrah. I've been working on my house as much as I possibly can, repainting chairs and stools that I now use in my kitchen.
Should work on some art this weekend to relax I have one in mind that I want to get out of my head.
Of course my birthday is in a couple weeks, I'm not a huge fan of that but I'm going to try and make the best out of it by just enjoying the time with my boyfriend and brother and whatever surprises they get me.. Even though I totally hate surprises. I guess this type of thing is okay.
The whole almost 40 thing is bugging me but it's still far enough away that I feel I don't need to worry too much about it.
Hard to believe it's almost fall already..two months and we will be dressing in sweaters and drinking hot choco. I am eager for that actually. Even though the nights have been on the nippy side and I've actually had to cover up at night.
One thing about sleeping in the rv at night is the peacefulness of being able to look out the window and see the stars, or watch the heat lightning roll between the layers of black and gray clouds. Sometimes I can see a falling star streak by, but tonight it is to overcast to enjoy the sky but the moon is faintly ghosting out tonight. It's mysterious looking.
I should crawl into bed as I try to sleep at around midnight. Maybe it is early but my body wakes up early also so I have pretty long days. So I hope everyone else is doing okay..
Feel free to leave a comment..
<3 Rhapsody
It's been a lot...
Time is so annoying, it goes fast when you don't want it to. And well when I want to try to hold on to it well it just slips through your fingers. I have been bad about keeping up with things. (it doesn't help when the app doesn't tell me I got comments) Last year was rough and this one has been busy already. Work and travel has been dragging me around. I am glad that my work is still being enjoyed, honestly I am glad to see the old renders getting love. Maybe I should rebuild the set up once I get my studio expanded. But that requires work and I have a list of to do already. Anyway, I just wanted to say thanks.
Where the H have I been...
First off, Yikes, the site changes have sneaked up on me and I honestly don't get notifications as much as I'd like so I want to say thank you for all the support, summer is a busy time of the year for me and I take whatever time I get to just chill out or sleep. If I am to be honest. I do create artwork often and maybe I will share some of them here. It's just exclusive stuff and I have to made a release window for posting it. As for life, I made myself a cozy yet cluttered studio which thankfully was my hide away during the chaos that was lockdown and frankly still is because I get sick very easy with everything as soon as it comes out like catching a trend only this wasn't as fun of one. I am a home body though so being at home didn't bother me until summer, when normally I'd go to festivals or just get it out. You know, do the social stuff. Which I do miss, and look forward to do again this August and into the fall. It wasn't weird for me to wear the mask, as I normally wear a
April....and keeping my head attached...
Times like this I am sure we are all starting to feel a whole lot like Alice right now, we have fallen down the rabbit hole and we have either embraced madness or we are running away from the mad red queen wielding an ax. With the Cheshires words hunting us as they become a reality. We are becoming mad here. At times like this, I am grateful I was already in this world before it became a thing. A thing forced onto us by circumstances that were in the cards anyway. And as the pipe-smoking caterpillar would say, it is your destiny and fate will do what it will and something like that. Thankfully I don't have insects talking to me...or my cats. Well, aside from the meowing of hey I am hungry or drama is gonna happen so get ready. April was never an easy month for myself personally, I would escape through the rabbit hole to avoid the reminder of grief. I'm doing okay... as okay as I would ever truly allow myself anyway. I am keeping busy with odd things... and hanging out with
In these times
As I sit at home watching the world turn around me. The weather changes from warm to cold to rain and then snow. The sun peeks out and birds promise me a song that reminds me that life still functions around the chaos and fear. I have been in my studio and even though I am here I really haven't done much. But I felt I should make something. The normal escape didn't seem enough. So I decided to make the one thing that makes me happy and well hopefully others. I am thankful for all the support and I hope that I can provide you some solace in some way. That has been my goal since I started. I had to find my own solace and I am working on it still. If you can sink into a world I make and be better then that is all I ever want. Just like I find escape in worlds you create. Sometimes it's even the world around me. Be patient and be kind and be careful.
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Well it's good to know you're okay. 