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DarkAngelsRhapsody
Devious Vixen/Rhapsody
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
My name is Teresa, but I don't really like to be called that so I tend to go by either Tara or Rhapsody.

I live in a small village in Ohio, its quaint with some modern charms. I like the old mixed with the new. My art has a mix of modern with fantasy and a side twist of horror.

Starting out as a writer I progressed my way into the world of art through graphic design My first digital works were time consuming random paintings that I really couldn't duplicate today if I wanted too.

I have always been fascinated with space and the stars and have a love for animals but cats are my favorite all types of cats from domestic to wild.

My work gets inspired by random things, from everyday life. Some music and food just build places in my head that are both mystical and magical.

I have yet to create that place that my mind can define as home and I am thankful for that. As I think I would finally slip into the rest of insanity if I did.

Commissions are welcome just send me a note or visit my facebook and send me a message there.

Facebook: www.facebook.com/pages/DarkAng…
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You shouldn't feel bullied in your own home...but yet I do.. I tell myself it won't be for much longer but..yesterday I just wanted to end it all just to get away from it. *takes a deep breath* It's a different day though..today will be different.
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I really want to get back into rendering again but with my brother and his wife moving out and me wanting to spend as much time as possible with my boyfriend and playing Riders of Icarus.. I get swamped. The recent render took me two days to do.. and I still have a painting to post..
Hearts in the clouds by DarkAngelsRhapsody
Hearts in the clouds
With you I feel like..
My heart's in the clouds.
Drifting and dreaming.
The rain below us.
Sometimes we run out of oxygen.
This is when I take in a breath.
And just savor the beauty of it.
Before the next storm flows in.
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It's been sometime that I have posted a journal...ugh..it was winter.. I have some news..And some
Thoughts.
First off I guess I'll get to the thoughts.

With the recent event that has taken place on my Facebook with a sister in law of mine.. (the one I actually like). I normally take notice of her post on my feed when they are actually of serious nature. Now I know it is just common place to just notice the stuff you like or the things that share your same interest. Being the matter you normally skip over things that just may be.. A cry for help. Being a couple nights now. I saw the post when my boyfriend was still here. I read it..and the reinforced comments of caring friends. Now... for some situations this is enough to pull you from the "emotional cliff edge".

But sometimes.. It's not! There are no safety nets for this anywhere on any form on social media... It is still up to that person or people close to them. To get actual help or else well it goes unheeded and well.. The results can be very grim. In this case, it was almost a very bad. She ended up in  the hospital after stabbing herself three times in the stomach and slicing up her arm with razors. To reach this point of emotional damage, could be argued that it was unavoided. But, isn't that an excuse that you can say because you didn't notice. I noticed and I was deeply troubled by the result of such actions.
But thankfully her daughter saved her and took away any other items of self harm she had hidden. Her daughter who is deemed the trouble maker. (Whatever, she is a good kid the fact that she saved and loves her mother is proof of that.)

So how do we handle this kind of stuff? What can we do? Can't really report every single depressing quote picture they post on facebook, as a sign of a possibly suicidal, depressed person. There isn't exactly a science to it really but yet. There is.
Sure it is kinda hard when you have a million friends.. But not all those millions of friends post about killing themselves or hating themselves. Or their life. Maybe about a 3rd will post. The rest feel like shit but keep it to themselves. (true fact)

It wouldn't hurt to maybe see, how they are, sometimes. Send them a hug which is a universal language sticker, that says, HEY YOU'RE NOT ALONE EVEN THOUGH I DON'T KNOW YOU I CARE!!    Because honestly I DO care regardless of country and nationality. We are emotionally unstable creatures on the same earth. And face one day, your gonna need a hug too, and well.. I'll give you one. 

Now we're getting personal:

I make no attempts at hiding my emotional damage, I am pretty much a trainwreck 4 out of the 7 days of the week every week of every month. But I haven't tried to kill myself in a couple months. I get down. Yes. Because I am human. And I live with my heart on my sleeve. And I am very passionate of a person that cares WAY too much for people that I should give up on. I have no parents. So naturally when the flock of friends that have parents talk about how great of a day they had with theirs it stings somewhat. But then I remember all the adopted fathers and mothers I have from my friends families and smile. Plus remembering the freedoms I have of not having parents. I did once upon a time have parents, they are now both dead. I mean those holidays are bummers for lots of people. Plus they are sorta annoying.  

My boyfriend understands me and how I work so he doesn't force me to be HAPPY-Joy-JOY..BUNNY_ RAINBOW DASH..
UGH!! That just would make it worse seriously. SO Spare me the cheer up and be happy bullshit when I am feeling like slicing off my head OKAY. Just give me a fucking emoji and tell me I am awesome, unless it's MAJORLY bad. Then listen to me cry and vent till I feel better. And if no one is around then I will just write it out or take a bike ride or whatever.

Yes... Sometimes I want to die. Sometimes I feel so alone because I can't see the sun for days. And I will cry and I may think about it but I would hurt so many people if I did that. I have hurt so many people because I have. And in the words of Kaneki "Rather than a person who hurts others become the person getting hurt" I am so used to suffering it feels like a sweater to me. But to hurt those that hold parts of my heart. Well that is what true suffering is for me. So I told myself.
No matter what. No matter how bad. I wouldn't give in. I hold everyone close that I allow close. If you actually read this well thank you. Because you ARE important. And so am I.. We all make foot prints in the sand. No matter how big or small they may be they still make a difference.

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You are welcome for the favs, thank you for actually making art. yeah there is a rant I want to rain but I won't. I'll be good.

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:iconzloykritik:
ZloyKritik Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Thank you so much for the +fav , welcome Hug 
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FractalMonster Featured By Owner 5 days ago
:wave:
Thank you for the :+fav: s :happybounce:
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winterwrought Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2016
Thanks for the fave love.
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DarkAngelsRhapsody Featured By Owner May 20, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
welcome
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Togusa76 Featured By Owner May 19, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the fave!!! :D
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DarkAngelsRhapsody Featured By Owner May 19, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:hug:
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ZloyKritik Featured By Owner May 18, 2016
Thank you so much for the +fav , welcome Hug 
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DarkAngelsRhapsody Featured By Owner May 6, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yw
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winterwrought Featured By Owner May 6, 2016
thanks for the fave dear.
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DarkAngelsRhapsody Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
welcome 
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DarkAngelsRhapsody Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
welcome
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DarkAngelsRhapsody Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
welcome
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DarkAngelsRhapsody Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
welcome it was stunning what sizes do you normally make them originally.. 
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ZloyKritik Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2016
Thanks for the +fav :happybounce: 
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winterwrought Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2016
:cuddle: Thanks for the fave love.
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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the fave! I really appreciate it! :iconsmilieplz:
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deepgrounduk Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2016
hello, and thanks for faving Butterflies and Fairies,much appreciated :D have a great day to :-)
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DarkAngelsRhapsody Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
welcome :hug:
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winterwrought Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2016
Thanks for the faves. :hug:
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DarkAngelsRhapsody Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
same as here lol its my artist name
copyrighted to me
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serialzero Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Gaaaaaaaah, I keep forgetting about Neoseeker!  What was your username on there again?  XD
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DarkAngelsRhapsody Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yup lol and I knew you on neoseeker before I joined here..about 12 years or so lol we've put up with each other for awhile now LOL!!
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serialzero Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Fun fact!  I was going through my watcher list, and took note of something interesting.
You are my oldest friend (with mutual watches) here on DA.  For a total of eleven years!  That's crazy sauce, lol.  XD
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DarkAngelsRhapsody Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
its okay no worries
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winterwrought Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2016
I'm sorry for the late watch. I unwatched you last year when I acted the way I did. So again.. I'm sorry. Officially watching you again. heh
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